Thursday PM numbers

Unfortunately, her platelet count has dropped quite a bit from this morning … from 54 to 42. I’m heartbroken. I want so much to have her healthy and bring her home. I had the hardest time putting her back in her crib tonight.

Her bilirubin did go down, just a bit from 11.7 to 11.4. Not quite the drop they wanted to see tonight, so that isn’t great news either…though at least it didn’t rise by itself.

I don’t know what tomorrow brings. We’ll see what the Friday AM numbers look like, I guess. I’d give anything to bring my baby girl home…Geez, even just typing this is making me want to cry again…