Happy Holidays

Hannah had her first Christmas! Santa brought her some fun toys, and her favorite was this stuffed puppy dog that had sounds. It was priceless how she immediately smiled and grabbed with it with BOTH hands (new milestone!). I’m so glad I got that on video!


The day seemed to go by really quickly, and I admit that I really didn’t enjoy it as much as I should. Both of our families live out of state, so it was just the five of us. Big Boy E was just completely wild and mean to Little Girl A all day long. Even though he had taken his ADHD medication, I think the excitement of the day just overpowered his meds, and he was just boucing off the walls ALL DAY. Little Girl A was a bit better, but the whining about her brother and the constant trying to get him in trouble was just so annoying. Thankfully Hannah just went with the flow.


There were just a few times during the past few days that I think about what we have in store for us in the next few weeks. It scares me to death. I just have absolutely no clue what to expect. No clue what direction we will be going in. Argh!! Just thinking about it now is pissing me off.


I’m disappointed with myself that I couldn’t enjoy this holiday season. I actually was really excited at first, but then I just got lost and just went through the motions when it actually came down to it. I felt like I spent most of the day playing angry referee between Big Boy E and Little Girl A. Missed the whole point of the holiday really.