Cuddling with me, March 2011
I just looked at the calendar. January 4th. Hannah passed away one month ago, December 4th.
Has it only been a month? Has it been a month already? I know that contradicts itself, but in some ways it seems like she hasn’t been gone for an entire month and in other ways it feels like she has been gone longer.
I miss her so much. So, so much.
I would give anything for just one more moment with her…
I have been thinking about you today! <3
I understand what you mean….time is one of a kind…too fast….not fast enough. I still can’t believe how the time has passed since my daughter’s accident. I still remember her at 17 although her siblings have already aged 23 years…..I still remember that day of sorrow like it was just yesterday but like you, it’s already been so very long since I’ve heard her voice, given her a hug or kiss and seen her beautiful smile and eyes. The good thing about time, Carrie, is that it can allow our children be with us each moment in our hearts as if time has stood still yet pass so quickly that our lives go on…how, I will never know. I remember not wanting to go on, but here it is so many years later. I feel your sadness.
Blessings,
Ginger