The Wind is Messing With Me

They have this sign all around the cemetery saying that anything not left in a vase will be “discarded.”  I get it, it is their rules.   We knew about that rule when we first made arrangements. But since Hannah was laid to rest and through the holidays, it looked like that rule, especially around […]

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I’m going to be okay

It has been six weeks since Hannah passed.  Only six weeks. In the past few weeks, I have gone to two parent bereavement support groups, and I have met some wonderful parents.   I have also been reading a book on grief and been looking at a website where other mothers who have lost children […]

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Hannah’s Legacy begins!

These last few days, I have had some rough moments where I was really, really missing Hannah. Tonight was a good night. Daddy and I met with some good friends tonight who were interested in helping us get the Little Miss Hannah Foundation off the ground.   They were all people who knew Hannah, who cared […]

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Date Night

Daddy and I did something last night that we haven’t done in a LONG time.  We went out on a “date!” I know, after almost 15 years of marriage, it wouldn’t seem like that big of a deal, but we haven’t been able to have a real nighttime date in years.  We have had a […]

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“Finite”

I received a CD recently of pictures that were taken at Hannah’s first birthday party in Texas. It was so exciting seeing these new pictures of Hannah, as I had never seen them before.  Also, the friend who took them is an amazing photographer so they really were just beautiful (like the one on the […]

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Sleeping Issues

I have my moments during the days where I catch myself daydreaming about Hannah, depression moments wishing she was still here, or even just a smile on my face when I see a picture or something.  Even though I still feel lost and loss in my life, I don’t spend my days dwelling in grief. […]

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